The power thrill. The silent, pleading eyes above the gag. The initial defiance, followed by fear or resignation. I even read somewhere that a lot of women like this kind of helplessness.
OK, I know. There is a difference between them and me. They did nothing, while I... I acted out my fantasies. Mind you, I did never hurt them, not one of them. Sure, they were scared, but that will wear off. Sure, I forced them, it was strictly non-consensual. But they were never in any danger. Maybe they even enjoyed it, their adventure. After all, for a few weeks they were the center of attention, telling their bondage adventure over and over